the picture frames are all empty. in fact, the last picture was very recently taken out of its frame. i am not sure if i want to - or am ready to- put these pictures back in, i dont even know if i want to save them. im not sure if i want to take new pictures and totally forget about the old ones. im not sure if i just want to take pictures with someone else.
maybe i should take pictures by myself for a while.
the problem with taking pictures by myself is that i always feel funny smiling in a picture alone. what do i have to be smiling about? isnt a forced smile just a lie? can other people tell when im forcing a smile? do i force a smile so much that even i cant tell when its forced?
regardless, these empty picture frames are breaking my heart. they need to be filled with something.
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